They tell me it never really mattered
The fact that he never wanted me
That he never got to see my face
Or hold my hand when I was a kid.
I tried to believe them
I forced myself to think
…I am better off with out him
A man who doesn’t want me
I tried so hard to fall apart
Not to cry
He was replaceable
I had a step dad who cared
Who loved me
But somehow that was not enough
I felt empty down inside
I was slowly dieing because I didn’t have him
The one who helped give me life
I feel so lost sometime
Part of me is missing
Part of me I will never know
Why does this suck so much
Why must I be the one losing out
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