Sunday, October 17, 2010

LOVE (Poetry)

Dedicate to TWLOHA www.twloha.com


One slice that’s all it took
The tears shed didn’t matter
The pain it was good
It was a new rush
Like going at a high speed

One slice that’s all it took
To make her world fall apart
To create an addiction
To create Harm
To hurt her worse than ever

No one understood
No one ever has
It was like a drug
Like a need
One that drove her insane

But love was what it took
Love brought her back
Love healed the wounds
Maybe the scars live
But love conquered all

 

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Wednesday, October 6, 2010

Dream (Poetry)

I watch the sunset
I watch the pink orange and purple fade
As it become night
I dream of you being with me

I dream of holding hand
While walking along the pier
In the hot summer heat
Under the blue sky and bright sun

I dream of laying in the cool sand
Staring up at the stars
Being side by side
Just laying there and talking

But its all just a dream
A dream I have woken from

 

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Listen-Poetry

Listen

Don’t get me started on you
When I’m dropping these words on this page
Don’t Get me started on you
When I’m telling you how I feel

Everything seem to be about you
About what you want from me
Not what I need from you
So shut up and listen

Hear me out
I’m tired of being pushed to the side
Tired of being just another thing to you
I  should mean something

You should want to tell everyone about me
About how amazing I am to you
About how much you love me
But you don’t

I just don’t get it anymore

 

 

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Stuck-Poetry

Staring straight into the emptiness
Not knowing what is ahead
So many choices
So much heart ache
But maybe I found the answer

Taking a breath
Thinking of this is right
Should I give this a try
Or stay far away

My heart doesn't know what to do
My heart wants to love
But it isn't sure how
I want to find someone
Give it a shot

But maybe this emptiness is better
Maybe love isn't needed
Maybe this is right
I can't say

Maybe I will never know
Maybe I shall give this a shot

 

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Used to be Me: Poetry

 

That girl you see there
Sitting Alone
In that corner
With the black hoodie on
That used to be me

See how she’s so silent
So quite
You can everything around her
But her
That used to be me

Do you see that one her arm
Those marks
The lines
They stick out like a sore thumb
That used to be my arm

Don’t  you see the blood
The scars
The scabs
How bad it must hurt
That used to be my arm

But what you don’t see
Is how much emotional pain she holds
How much heart ache
How many tears she has cried
But I know

I know because
That used to be me
I used to be her
That girl
Over there in the corner

 

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Tuesday, October 5, 2010

Candle-Poetry

The
Rain Ke-
-Eps falling
Crashing down
On my roof top I’,
Not sure where to hide
Its going to crash down
Just like everything el-
-Se in my life. Like
The tears the I
Cry at night
As
If
This
One
Shed
Of
Light isn’t enough
To keep me happy
To keep me awake
To help me realize
That there is more
Light than the is
Dark. That I make
My life what it is
That It’s not up to
Anyone else that the
Choices I make are
Up to me. That I
Need to keep my
Candle burning to
Remind me of the
Light, to take away
The dark. That I can
And will heal. That this rain storm will
Blow over. That I will have more light
Than this candle. That god will show me
Where all the true light is.

 

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Blah Day

I’m not exactly sure what I am writing about. Or why I am writing this right now. I think because today is just one of those days when things seem not to make sense.

Today for wasn’t rough but it kind of sucked.  I went to work today hoping to work 8hours and I only worked 4 in a half. I know that I still made money it was just a little frustrating. I know I have to take what I get. I like the people I work with. They are all really kind to me. And I like my job. I just hope I start making some more cash. But right now it is no big deal.

I also screwed up the computer. I locked my mom account somehow and I don’t know how to fix it. I feel so dumb. I guess I just need to be more careful.

I know life happens and I am going to have these blah days. I just wish today wasn’t one of them,

KL