TRUST

I always thought that I would be able to trust my friends. I would love it if my friends would not take things I say and tell other people. I was talking to my friend about someone I was very close to. And Now they have no trust in me. I feel awful and there is nothing I can do.

If someone comes to you and tells you about something they have done and ask you to keep it secret. Do keep it secret don’t tell anyone unless they are hurting themselves or are in danger somehow.

Also don’t go and talk to your friends about it. Because it will get around quickly. And then there is nothing you can do to take it back. And sometimes the words I am sorry can’t fix it and then you are at the point of no return and have screwed up pretty bad.

I am Sorry that I even found out what I did and that I told someone who couldn’t keep their mouths shut. I am so sorry. And there’s nothing I can do to take it back. This sucks

Night Before Mothers Day

Everyone has their ways of celebrating mothers day. I mean our mothers all deserver the best. Well this year my youngest sister and I did some cool stuff for my mom.

We had it planned to go buy gift because my dad offered us money too. Therefore we excepted his money and bought her gifts. We got my mother the August Rush Sound Track (Well Heather got that.) and I got her a body kit. Body wash, Lotion, Hand Lotion and Body spray. We also got her And Incense kits. A “Jar” The scented oil and sticks. Also came with two candles. Plus Roses and lilies and a vase.

On the way home some last minute idea came to my head. Wait correction on the way to Kmart for dad to let mom pick out her gift from him. I said Dad take us home. My sister and I did some cleaning and cooking. I cleaned she cooked. It turned out grand. It was the best night ever.

Mom loved everything. She even cried happy tears the best tears of all. Moms are amazing I love my Mother. 

AQUIRE THE FIRE 2010

HEY all!!! So April 30th and May 1st I volunteered at Aquire the fire. What is that you ask? It is the most amazing thing I have ever been to and seen. It is a youth confrence for Teens, Pre-teen, Pastors, Youth Leaders/pastors and parents. They go and learn so much more about god and get to have fun.   Straight up not going to lie I did it originally to get in free. I was like I will be an Usher so I can watch it and Just chill. But It became more than that. I saw things I wish would go on at church. I saw god move and change lives. 

There were a lot of cool things, worship, guest speakers, skits and bands. And originally I would tell you that my favorite part was getting to meet Everyday Sunday and Nick Spencer. But its not. It was a big Highlight of the weekend. However my favorite part was watching the youth.

I have been to many Christian concerts but this conference was different than a concert. I could feel God. I even cried. So many things said applied to me. I have had issues in my life that I let control me but its changing. And even more now.

I saw a bunch of teens and pre-teens on their knees praying to god. It was amazing!!!!! And watching them all worship together. I was glad I volunteered I learned so much.

I may have to volunteer again to get the love of god around me like that again. Even though gods love is always, ALWAYS there. And so is he.

Oh and to the Lovely Lady who told me I have good singing voce. THANK YOU SO MUCH. It meant so much to me. You don’t even know. You are truly amazing.

Also watch what you say in the hall. Haha. I think Nick Herd me but I pray he didn’t though I am kind of sure he did. I was talking to a girl I met about Everyday Sunday and she was also a volunteer. Well she help with camera cables therefore she was up by the stage. So I told her if I was by the stage where Nick was I would pass out. I want to marry him. And guess what Nick walked right by us as I said that. I think he herd cause he had one of those grins on his face. But I pray he didn’t. And if your reading this Nick now you know I said that Its cause your cute :).

But seriously Its amazing and real serious and cool. GOT TO ATF next year.

 

<3 Kacie